my poor lil computer

So my ticket finally got called and i was told that luckily my computer is under warranty until Nov 25 and that they couldn't get the computer to do what i was complaining about. Surprise, surprise. Just like when you bring your car to get checked out cause it's making this awful noise and it stops immediately when someone else is listening to it. You may have 20 eyewitnesses, it doesn't matter cause the one person that can help you out doesn't know what you are talking about. So I am bringing in the computer tomorrow to hopefully get fixed. Now granted, i go to use it today and of course it does the one thing that i complained about... shut off. So annoying. How am i supposed to steal music from the radio station if it keeps shutting off? hehe.

I do need my computer to get the show I work for ready for next week. So hopefully I will get it back by Monday, so i can do that last minute. I am getting faster at my editing so that is good. I also caught a glitch here before we aired the show, which was a bit scary. I got an email saying good catch, so that made me feel better. Just that little bit makes me feel good. More than i get at my own job that actually PAYS me. Then when i came in, Ken, the manager here, wanted to listen to my demo tape. I told him that it wouldn't really be my final tape, as I never got to listen to it and I didn't get to do a full one. He was just curious if I spoke in it and wanted to listen to my talking voice. I didn't stay to watch his reaction. I am just not ready to do that yet. The first time I saw someone listening to me, made me very nervous. And these were friends! Not someone that could put me on the ACTUAL air. So, who knows if he actually did this or not. I will get around to finding out one day.

It's funny, I have the same reaction to this as I do to my own art. I want to hear the critiques, but not directly to me. I want to over hear it. When it comes to people that may have some sort of influence over future projects, I get nervous. Not surprising, since I imagine that would be most people's reaction. It is funny cause i find that i become shy. Like i may have said before, i am sooo not shy. But i am until i am comfortable around people. It doesn't take that long, but i just need a couple of times doing something and my nervousness subsides. Now talking on mic is not as scary as it was the first day. So what if i screw up saying something. Meh. I just move on and fix it. i have heard enough people screw up on the air. As long as i don't drop the F bomb, or any other FCC errors, i should be fine.